Almost a year after I settled back to doing the sadhana given to me. What came out of it?
One thing to point out is, I have started wandering inside. Certainly, the change of mood and inner atmosphere is not something unknown to people, but now it came to a state where there is some space inside me, where I can go here and there. Thus good to know there are some safeguards so I do not walk where I should not.
It also has brought me to some acknowledgement of the fact that thought process should not be applied to just everything. There are areas, thinking of which does not bring anything good. Which in turn gives me a much needed break from this burden of thinking about things constantly.
So, some things change. No knowing what can happen next, but this I agreed to.